Sonu...

A friend just told me her lil brother, Sonu passed away. I'm shocked...we've seen him when he wasn't even waist high, so adorable and would throw a tantrum to come out with us. Now he must have grown up and would have probably run away from us girls to play with the boys. I still have no clue how or where...I couldn't gather any courage to ask her more. He's in a better place now. May his soul rest in peace.

Whenever I hear about kids dying, I think to myself maybe there is something called karma. Maybe they were meant to be on this earth for a lil while, suffer as humans just the lil time because in their previous lives they have done mostly good. They attain their karma by just being in this treachourous world and then abode to heaven.

08-09-10

Approximately 5months from now...too long?? long enough??

Such mixed feelings its not even funny. Will there be wedding bells or wil we tie the knot? My mind is a hot wok where every thot I throw in sizzles almost immediately. And I keep adding to it. I'm blank at this moment while I write to be honest. I think events leading to this decision aren't exactly letting me celebrate...Satu's wedding postponed coz he cudn't make it from london coz of volcanic ash! Quarelling with folks trying to make sense of everything. Worried bout the little one. Or is it just not sinking in? If only I had Lionel here to hold me, the happiness would jst ebb from our hearts...make me feel better. Im so lucky to have found my soulmate. Getting married is a ripe glazed cherry on the top :) The sigh i just let out can only be overcome by his presence, sooner than later. For now I'l carry this thought with me to bed to mull upon. Tomorrow should be another bright shinning day!

hoping this time I do better :P

Hoping atleast this time I make a better effort!

I can't seem to access my old blog so will only post a link to it once i find it tat is...it just has a few intresting reads.

well my messed up room is already looking at me sadly and saying, "CLEAN ME before u make another reason to relentlessly to sit on the bed using ur laptop..."

and i have nothin to say...I draw a blank! taking a snooze is not an option cz it will turn into hours of sleep. and my flickering mind cant seem to settle hr yet. Creating a blog was a step. the GOOD. mayb i will be forgiven. leavin so soon. the EVIL. but i promise to come back in a lil while. :P